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Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Some connections defy distance, time, and practical impossibility.When Kai, a Hawaiian surf instructor with deep island roots, meets Jordan, a mainland architect on vacation, neither expects the profound connection that forms over just seven days. Their brief time together reveals a rare understanding that transcends their different worlds-but when Jordan's vacation ends, reality intrudes. With careers and lives anchored to opposite shores, they part ways believing some stories aren't meant to continue.Five years later, Jordan unexpectedly returns to the same Hawaiian beach for a professional project. The attraction between them reignites immediately, but the fundamental challenges remain: Jordan's career flourishes in urban environments, while Kai's life is intrinsically woven into the island's culture and community.As they navigate this unexpected reunion, both must confront difficult questions: Is love enough to bridge such different worlds? What sacrifices are worth making for connection? And can a foundation built in just seven days support a lifetime together?From breathtaking sunrise views atop Mauna Kea to the hidden beaches of Oahu's North Shore, from architectural projects honoring indigenous design to a surf therapy program transforming young lives, their journey unfolds against Hawaii's stunning backdrop. But when a powerful storm forces them to confront their deepest fears and desires, Kai and Jordan must decide whether to surrender to practical impossibilities or fight for a future neither had imagined possible.Spanning seven years of separation and reunion, sacrifice and growth, Love After Friday is a moving exploration of how we build homes in people as well as places, and how sometimes the most unlikely connections prove the most enduring-if we have the courage to follow where they lead. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. What if you weren't real? What if everything you thought, every choice you made, every breath you took-was never truly yours?In the dense solitude of an Oregon forest, a man awakens with no memory of how he got there. Beside him lies a worn leather journal, filled with pages of a story he doesn't remember writing. A story of gods and men, of cosmic renewal and existential destruction. A story that seems to know him better than he knows himself.As he reads, the lines between reality and fiction begin to blur. The pages describe impossible events, yet he recalls them like memories-his own, or someone else's. The deeper he delves, the more the world unravels around him, shifting and distorting, bending to the will of something unseen.Then, a terrifying revelation: he is not the writer. He is the story.Trapped in a narrative he cannot control, haunted by words that rewrite themselves, he is pursued by a force that lurks between the pages-watching, waiting, writing. His past is ink. His future is already decided. And the ending? It has been written.And yet, the book turns another page.A chilling descent into the fragility of self and the horror of reality itself, this novel is a labyrinth of existential dread, a waking nightmare where the act of reading becomes a trap and the writer is merely another character in the hands of something greater. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Some people are running from intimacy. Others are chasing it. What happens when they fall in love?Aaron, a passionate English teacher who believes in emotional honesty above all else, meets Daniel, a brilliant architect who's mastered the art of keeping everyone at arm's length. Their chemistry is undeniable, their connection immediate-and their fundamental attachment styles completely incompatible.As they navigate the treacherous terrain of modern love, Aaron and Daniel find themselves caught in the classic anxious-avoidant trap: the more Aaron reaches for connection, the more Daniel retreats into work and emotional distance. The more Daniel withdraws, the more desperately Aaron pursues. It's a dance as old as relationships themselves, performed by two men who are experts in their respective steps.But when a series of crises forces them to confront their patterns, both men must decide what they're really running from-and whether what they've found in each other is worth fighting for.Sharp, witty, and unflinchingly honest, Through the Gripevine explores the beautiful mess of modern relationships and the painful truth that sometimes loving someone means learning when to let them go.or when to stay and do the hardest work of all.For anyone who's ever wondered why they keep choosing unavailable partners-or why they can't stop running from the ones who truly see them-this novel holds up a mirror that's as uncomfortable as it is illuminating.Sometimes the person you're really avoiding is yourself. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Some stories aren't just written-they are lived. Fading Into Silence: Official Companion Book is an intimate, unfiltered exploration of the raw emotions, real-life experiences, and deeply personal struggles that shaped the novel Fading Into Silence.In this deeply introspective companion book, Nicholas Michael Matiz unravels the chaos of first love, the suffocating grip of grief, and the haunting echoes of family loyalty gone cold. This book is more than a behind-the-scenes look at a novel. It is an autopsy of love and loss, a confession of pain and longing, and an unflinching testament to the scars we carry. Plus, it includes (exclusive to this paperback edition) entries from Clay's journal, a note from Jace's mother, and a three-chapter excerpt from Matiz's upcoming novel, Out of the Closet; which releases on March 14th, 2025.When love, family, and identity begin to fade, do you let yourself disappear with them? Or do you walk away and find your own silence? Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Out of the Closet is a chilling and raw exploration of friendship and the complexities of identity in the final years of adolescence.Five friends-Nate, Julie, Jacob, Diana, and Simon-arrive at Goldwent University, hopeful that college will be the escape they've been seeking from their increasingly mundane lives in Maine. But the toxic reality of adulthood soon sets in, pushing their relationships to the breaking point. As secrets, lies, and unspeakable desires simmer beneath the surface, these friends must navigate a college world tainted by sex, drugs, and the difficult task of defining themselves in an ever-changing world.Things take a dark turn when Tyler, the son of the dean, weaves himself into their lives. What begins as a seemingly typical college experience spirals into chaos as Tyler's hidden agenda unfolds. With a sinister past of his own, Tyler's plan to tear down the group-exposing their truths and weaknesses-forces them to confront their darkest sides. Through a haze of deceit, heartbreak, and fatal choices, Out of the Closet asks: how well do we really know the people we call friends? And how fleeting, how fragile, are the connections we build in the turbulent years of early adulthood? As the past collides with the present, the truth becomes more dangerous than anyone could have anticipated-and not everyone will survive. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Eight years ago, Alex and Jordan's love burned bright, a connection so deep it felt like destiny. But life has a way of changing things, and a painful breakup tore them apart, leaving both with scars and unfinished stories.Now, by chance, their paths cross once more in a chic hotel bar in Washington, D.C. The years have shaped them, changed them, but the undeniable pull between them is still there-an ache they can't ignore. The reunion is filled with awkward tension, old regrets, and an undercurrent of longing. But as the night unfolds, they find themselves confronting their past, peeling back layers of hurt, growth, and memories of a love that never really left.In Reflections, Alex and Jordan must navigate the fragile terrain of rediscovery. Can they forgive the mistakes that broke them? Is there room for a second chance, or has time irreparably altered what they once had? This is a story about soulmates, reconciliation, and the courage to face what was lost-and maybe, just maybe, find it again. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Brilliantly Broken is an intense exploration of the human spirit, a story of raw vulnerability and the courage it takes to face your demons, no matter how dark they may be. In Brilliantly Broken, Liam is a man teetering on the edge of self-acceptance, haunted by the shadows he has long tried to escape. Drawn to Limbo, an exclusive club in Washington, D.C., he steps into a world where inhibitions fade and the darkest desires come alive. In this sensual, red-lit space, where boundaries are meant to be crossed, Liam is forced to confront the demons he's buried deep inside. As he navigates the labyrinth of forbidden pleasure and emotional chaos, he realizes that freedom doesn't come from hiding his darkness-it comes from embracing it. Only by confronting his deepest fears and flaws can he hope to find the light beyond the shadows. This is not a journey of redemption, but one of revelation-of what it means to be unapologetically broken, and beautifully whole. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. In the shadowed depths of ambition, a dark tale unfolds-one of supernatural seduction and the devastating price of creation.An acclaimed writer, desperate to craft his next masterpiece, retreats to a secluded cabin deep in the Maryland woods. But inspiration comes with a sinister twist. A mysterious woman with piercing emerald eyes appears, offering him everything he's ever craved: literary brilliance, eternal fame, and a legacy that will endure for generations. Yet as his nights are haunted by the voices of seven figures from his past, he begins to uncover the terrifying cost of his newfound genius.Eros is a chilling exploration of desire, demons, and the harrowing sacrifices demanded by creativity. Blurring the line between the psychological and the supernatural, it peels back the layers of artistic ambition to expose the ancient, ravenous forces that feed on human imagination. As reality begins to unravel, the writer must face an unthinkable truth: the pursuit of immortality may come at the expense of more than just his soul-it may ripple through eternity itself.This is a story for anyone who has ever wrestled with the pursuit of perfection, battled the whispers of doubt, or wondered: how much of yourself would you give to leave your mark on the world?"To the seven who made this possible." Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Love, betrayal, and blood run deep in a city where silence is the deadliest weapon.Jace finds himself imprisoned by the weight of his family's criminal legacy, navigating the gritty streets of 1980s Los Angeles under the neon glow. His world shifts when he meets Clay, an enigmatic outsider haunted by his own dark history. Their love ignites with an intensity that's undeniable, yet dangerous, as they become intertwined not only in passion but also in a perilous underworld where love, loyalty, and crime collide.Jace's older brother, Cole, a cold and calculating leader, tightens his grip on both Jace and Clay, using them to carry out increasingly treacherous tasks to maintain the family's empire. With each mission, the line between right and wrong blurs, and Jace is forced to question how far he will go to protect Clay-and himself.As the walls close in, silence becomes their most powerful weapon, a shield against the violence and treachery that threaten to tear them apart. In this shadowy world, where blood runs thicker than water and betrayal waits at every corner, the price of freedom may demand sacrifices neither are prepared to make. Fading into Silence is a searing tale of love, loyalty, and survival, where family ties may prove as deadly as any enemy. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. Step into a world where love and heartbreak collide in three hauntingly beautiful tales that explore the depths of the human heart and the shadows it casts.To Love Somebody: A betrayed college student's heartbreak spirals into vengeance as he takes justice into his own hands, unraveling the thin line between love and obsession in a deadly act of retribution.The Voice of My Heart: A singer mourns the tragic loss of his boyfriend, finding solace and salvation through his music. As the notes rise, so does the haunting memory of a love that refuses to fade, forcing him to confront the echoes of the past.And In The End: A writer, burdened by the weight of unfulfilled dreams, journeys inward to rediscover the passion and purpose he thought was lost. Through deep reflection, he learns that what he has always sought was within him all along.And In The End is a poignant collection of stories about love in its rawest forms-its beauty, its pain, and its power to transform even in the face of despair. For those who have loved, lost, and dared to hope again, this book will leave a mark on your soul. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

Paperback. Condition: new. Paperback. The Lonely Road is a harrowing descent into the uncharted depths of the human psyche, where denial, trauma, and repressed darkness collide. Lance is a young man haunted by a past he can't face and choices he doesn't understand. After an impulsive act spirals his life into chaos, he finds himself entangled in a distorted reality, unable to distinguish friend from foe or even himself from his inner demons. As his mind unravels, he's forced to confront the pieces of himself he's long kept hidden-the anger, shame, and pain that have festered in silence for years. But darkness has a way of taking control when it's ignored, morphing into something relentless and unforgiving. In his journey through mental isolation and fractured memories, Lance must either learn to let his darkness breathe, to acknowledge it and seek balance, or risk being entirely consumed by it. In a world that encourages us to "cope through it," The Lonely Road challenges that notion, urging readers to face the shadows that lurk within, to give their darkness a voice. Because, as Lance discovers, when we deny the parts of ourselves we fear the most, they're bound to surface-and the consequences can be deadly. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

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