Timothy Holt

I’m a Swedish/English American who fell hard for the love of God and never really recovered. I make things for people who want to feel that love too — books, illuminated devotionals, worship you can dance to, and a card game where light pushes back the dark.

Where it started

My great-uncle, Roland Buck, was a pastor who wrote about the blood of Christ in a way that marked our whole family. Compiling and sharing his messages — free on YouTube and in print — was one of the first things God put in my hands.

These days you’ll find me leading a devotional worship set at the Pasadena International House of Prayer, chasing that same nearness. God delivered me from bipolar when He encountered me with His love and over time I was able to taper off everything.

The books

The ABBA Letters are 365 illuminated letters written as if from the Father’s heart, one for each day of the year, each paired with original art.

My novel He Tasted Death steps into the six hours of the cross — the story of what no eye could see, witnessed from the spirit realm and from within the soul of Christ Himself.

Devotionals & prayer

The Abba Letters: Days of Heaven’s Voice

Abba’s Heart: A Prophetic Devotional Journey

Time with Abba: A Devotional Journey — January

Time with Abba: A Devotional Journey — December

The Melody of Your Heart: Humming in Communion

The Joy Prescription: Laughter as Communion

Golden Nuggets: A Devotional to Inspire and Encourage

Celebrating Communion: How to Take It Right

Novels

He Tasted Death: A Novel of the Six Hours of the Cross

The Peace That Left: A Novel of the Tribulation

The Waiting Room of the Saints: A Novel of Heaven

The Courier of Bethel Springs

The Atonement Covering: A Journey Through This Priority of God

The Roland Buck legacy

When Angels Speak: Roland Buck’s Assignment

Revelations of Roland Buck

Scripture, reimagined

Genesis to Revelation: A Broadway Musical of Scripture

The Book of Proverbs: Hip-Hop Version

Faith & healing

Freedom From Bipolar

Hearing God in the Night: A Practical Spirit-Led Manual For Interpreting Dreams

The music

I produce Christian rave and worship remixes — worship you can actually dance to. It grew out of a simple belief: the same Spirit who fills a quiet prayer room can fill a dance floor. I’m learning to DJ Christian dance events, and I love watching a room full of people worship with their whole bodies.

The game

I’m building a light-versus-darkness card game on a seven-fold Spirit color system — solo and co-op play, the same visual world as the books and music. It’s still in the workshop, but you can join the waitlist and grow up with it.