Please be aware that I wrote this story in first person to allow my readers to read it as if experiencing it from their own perspective. This is not a pleasant story to read and though it may be fictional human trafficking is a real life horror that is still happening every day, this story was extremely painful yet cathartic for me to write. Some of these situations are actually non fictional and have actually happened to me and others close to me who have been trafficked.
I intentionally wrote this book in first person with no specific gender because I feel it is important to assert that anyone can be trafficked. If you feel safe referring to reading this book as my experiences as an author (F) that is OK too, whatever feels more comfortable.
Please do not read this book if you are triggered by graphic descriptions of non consensual sexual activity or if you are healing from your own triggers. If you feel triggered at any time please stop reading and look after yourself, I had to take a break from writing this book several times.
Please be aware this book does not glorify sex work or romanticize sexual assault or abuse, this is not intended to be a "kink/fetish" work and my focus for this book is to write about how fucked up human trafficking really is and how it is still an issue in our world.
This book is not intended to be anti sex work, if you are a sex worker who has only had good, consensual experiences with clients who made you feel safe and you can work from the safety of somewhere you feel safe, power to you. This book isn't about those sex workers. If you are a sex worker who is safe, makes an income and has never had their identity doxed, been stalked or harmed in any way I am glad that you are earning an income while keeping safe.
That being said, the "happy" sex workers I have known have been stalked, harassed and in case it isn't clear by now it isn't actually the sex workers who are at fault. It is the system, it is the fact that punters can be incredibly violent, scary and entitled towards sex workers.
This book is about the sex workers who can fall into the trap of being trafficked, may be new to the industry, make mistakes and ultimately shining the light on some of the dangers and huge risks. This book is about the sex workers who have entered the industry through coerican, financial hardship and are trafficked and unable to leave.
I wrote this book after following The Nordic Model and reading about some of the horrible first hand The experiences that young women (some way beneath the legal age of consent) had in the industry. In my previous book "Cam Girl Horror Story" I shared some of my own experiences in camming and I have since supported the Nordic Model.
Whatever your thoughts are on sex work, I have no desire to change. If you've made it this far and haven't put this book down in a huff I invite you to read on. Once again, if at anytime you feel uncomfortable or triggered by any of the content in my book please stop reading. Please look after yourself and do what you must for yourself as I had to do while writing this book.This was probably the hardest book I've written because it was so triggering and upsetting to write.
