Finally! At long last. My book is in your hands. I may never dawn the literary halls of the English department at Princeton or Yale. But hear my prophetic word. I gave you love like Browning, made your skin crawl like Poe. I crossed genres where no poet is supposed to go. All the while staying true to my motto given me by my uncle, "plain talk is easily understood".
THE SCATTERED COLLECTION
By Jim MoonAuthorHouse
Copyright © 2011 Jim Moon
All right reserved.ISBN: 978-1-4634-3568-4 Contents
Chapter 1..........................................1The Candlelight Collection.........................1Naked..............................................2Sweet Sentiments...................................4Break-Ups..........................................5Chapter 2..........................................6The Collaborative Collection.......................6B.F.F..............................................7Did You Say The "M" Word...........................9Did You Say The "N" Word...........................11You-You-You........................................13Chapter 3..........................................14The Desire Collection..............................14And Then Some......................................15Bringing the "A" Game..............................16Chasing Dragons....................................17Hot-Hotter-Hottest.................................18To Every Woman.....................................19Chapter 4..........................................21The Gothic Collection..............................21Emotional Vampire..................................22Oh Mystic Wizard...................................24Manic..............................................26Me! Me! Me! OOPS!!!................................28Nothing............................................30Chapter 5..........................................32The Dark Collection................................32Snake in the Garden................................33Defiance...........................................34Angry Hatter.......................................35Terminated.........................................37Depression.........................................39Chapter 6..........................................41The Transformation Collection......................41Where's my Wagon...................................42Choices............................................44My prayer..........................................46S.I.R..............................................49Chapter 7..........................................52The Christian Collection...........................52Arose by any other name............................53Just-If-I'd........................................55Grace..............................................57The promise........................................59Naked..............................................61Introducing the Interpretation.....................63Title Formation....................................64Naked..............................................64
Chapter One
The Candlelight Collection
Naked Loins clad
In full attire
To be naked with you
Is my heart's desire
Not speaking of clothes
Or a literal undressing
Just two souls in touch
In commune and nestling
To know that our heartbeats
Are so intertwined
To know you never doubt
What's on my mind
Words never spoken
You know how I feel
Bodies fully clothed
Souls naked that's real
Just with a thought
Or perhaps a glance
Another layer unrobed
It wasn't by chance
Why all the fuss
Why all the reaction
It's your heartbeat
That brings satisfaction
The Scattered Collection
I know who you are
Right down to the core
I see you naked
Still I want more
My desire for you
Is straight off the chart
Don't physically undress
Just reveal your heart
So take the layers off
One at a time
You show me yours
I'll show you mine
Wounds that are deep
Scars that won't heal
I've got those too
So how do you feel
If I drop my defense
If I lower my guard
If I stand here naked
In your heart's front yard
What will you do
Don't stumble, don't falter
Will you still love me
Or send this lamb to the slaughter
Sweet Sentiments I am thankful for my sight without which I may never have seen
your beauty.
The beauty that is equaled only by the earth in springtime. The
smile that is more radiant than the moon at full glow. Certainly
God had a princess in mind at your creation.
Break-Ups Searching for words
Want to sound sincere
But they have to be words
You desire to hear
Thinking real hard
For words that will please you
Want to impress you
So these words never leave you
I've gotta make an impact
Become a show no one can follow
But there's something about truth
It's often hard to swallow
Not gonna quote Shakespeare
Words must be real
Just gonna tell you
The way that I now feel
Shouldn't really do that
It's driving me mad
Have a lump in my throat
These words, they taste bad
Hell I'll just tell you
The way we shall end
I only want the best for you
My dear precious friend
Chapter Two
The Collaborative Collection
B.F.F. You say you're moving on
You don't desire me no more
Our love affair was legendary
Tales designed for folk lore
They'll speak of our romance
For years to come
We'll become immortal
Lovers and then some
You were my friend
And then my lover
Too many want to be
Just one or the other
You'll live forever
In the depths of my heart
Despite time and distance
We'll never be apart
You are my lady
And I am your man
I need you in my life
I'll regain your love if I can
I realize I was wrong
I should not have ignored you
Too many sports on T.V.
I know that it bored you
I'll become a changed man
If you'll give me a chance
Click the T.V. to ESPN
I won't even glance
You're what I want
Your attention and affection
You're the love of my life
You are perfection
Give me a chance
Let me show you my love
Because you're my angel
Sent down from above
If I mess up
If I fail again
I'll just say "I love you"
My dear precious friend
Did You Say The "M" Word I really don't know
Know where we stand
I really don't care
My whole life's a sham
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
I will deliver
At mega warp speed
My life's a mess
My life's in shambles
My mind it wanders
My mind it rambles
You confuse me
You cause me to falter
I don't understand you
I don't think I oughta
I'll just let you play
I'll let you grow
When it's time to go
Just let me know
You know I love you
You know I care
But an animal like me
Is a high price to bear
I'll let you worry
About all of that
Because good decisions
That's where you're at
You know I can't make them
So don't even ask
If you even think of it
I'll just have to pass
Someday I'll be there
Clearheaded—clear thinking
Just not this year
This year's for drinking
Did I say that I love you
You know that it's true
I'll never forsake you
This poem's for you
Mystic wizard
Angry hatter
Emotional vampire
It just doesn't matter
I'll see you later
Here or next life
But I must ask you
Will you be my....
Sorry, I must have passed out
Before I could finish
"The Dog"
Did You Say The "N" Word Enjoyment—Entertainment
Everyone desiring satisfaction
Of all we have
That's just a fraction
Massage oil
Pillow talk
You say the "N" word
Baby I balk
I don't know you
Or what you are thinking
I'll just attribute it
To heavy drinking
What am I saying
You were sober
You said the "N" word
There's no hope here
What are you doin'
Wanna destroy my world
That's so easy
Just say the "N" word
There are words you say
And words you don't
You can say "I love you"
I know that's a front
But if you love what we have
There's a word you can't say
Don't tell me I "N"eed you
That will drive me away
I'm full of purpose
I may be need-driven
But tell me I "N"eed you
And I'll just stop giving
Just watch your mouth
And there'll be no regret
Because it's a topic
I must need forget
I have a mind
And imagination
Given the freedom
I'll liberate a nation
You think you're important
And indeed you may be
I have only one need
I need to be free
Baby I want you
I desire you it's true
But say the "N" word again
I'll guarantee you we're through
You-You-You What to say
Nothing left to tell
All I want is
Your life not to be hell
If I really cared
Would I not wish more
I'm really not good
I'm just a care whore
I really do desire
Better for you
But I can't make it happen
That you must do
Decide what you want
Choose the wise choice
Those who don't agree
Must hear your voice
Life is chocked full
Of do's and don'ts
Fight the good fight
Undo all the wrongs
You still have time
Life's not over yet
You can have it all
Just give it your best
Chapter Three
The Desire Collection
And Then Some Armani suits
Dresses by Versace
Poodles adorned
Purses by Gucci
I got what you want
Just come and get it
And if I ain't got it
I just ain't got it yet
I'm on my way
Straight to the top
The world may not like it
But I just can't be stopped
I'm a man on a mission
A man with a plan
And if you'll join me
Together we'll stand
The world is my oyster
But you are my pearl
My heart's desire
Is that you be my girl
No matter what I have
No matter what I do
I'll never be satisfied
Until I have you
Bringing the "A" Game Executive decisions
Executive reason
Making a profit
Sewing in the right season
Cutting your losses
When business is slow
Hurting like Hell
But never letting it show
One thing I know
One thing's for certain
I'll be back on top
Before the drop of the curtain
The world can't stop me
Not even the attorney comptroller
I know what I am
A world class high roller
I am that guy
The godfather, the don
But when I'm with you
I'm the fortunate one
Chasing Dragons A knight at heart
My armor's impeccable
My love for you
Well that's explicable
Anyone who knows you
Will understand
Why this knights desire
Is to be your man
I'll joust or sword fight
Ill risk my life
Whatever it takes
To make you my wife
Whatever you want
I'll grant it with ease
I have bow and arrow
And it's aimed to please
You are my dragon
My quest is through
This knight knows what he wants
And tonight he wants you
Hot-Hotter-Hottest You are wow
Tantricly pleasing
Body of a goddess
Never ever teasing
You're the total package
You've got it all
Did I say I adore you
You're a real living doll
You shook my world
You rocked my foundation
I look at you
I get this sensation
My knees shake
I tremble and turn
Desire and passion
For you I burn
Simple elegance
Charisma and style
Your look, your scent
You drive me wild
To Every Woman Take me where
I desire to be
Your naked body
Draped in satin sheets
Show me your beauty
With dignity and grace
Let us defy logic
Defy time and space
Wear velvet or leather
Expensive attire
To bring you pleasure
Is my heart's desire
Don't misunderstand me
Or think I have attitude
I see your beauty
I display my gratitude
But it's not all about you
I have needs of my own
It's your naked body
That sends shivers to my bone
I'll moan and I'll pant
I will groan with delight
Anything to get you
To pleasure me tonight
As much as I deny it
I'm simply a guy
And a guy is no good
Without a girl by his side
It seems I must have you
Just to be whole
Man without woman
What a miserable soul
Just to be near you
Your kindness your grace
Just to caress
Your beautiful face
It's you that brings purpose
It's you that brings reason
You're my desire every hour
And my desires without ceasing
Chapter Four
The Gothic Collection
Emotional Vampire Thoughts are racing
Emotions are void
Here we go
One more exploit
Living on the edge
Way past extreme
You're scared as hell
Just refuse to scream
When you cry
Or when you're sad
I laugh out loud
Your life's not bad
Don't know why
Your attention seeking
You pass the caskets I've passed
You'd really be freakin'
Why am I so cold
Why don't I care
I have no love left
None to share
Just sit still
Just look pretty
I'll make you cry
And I'll show no pity
I feed off weakness
I have no compassion
Just a blood-thirsty lust
For pain without passion
Don't even dare
If you're faint-hearted
I will literally destroy you
Before we get started
Evil and rotten
Right down to the core
I'll rip your heart out
You'll come back for more
I create lots of turmoil
Cause lots of friction
But you just can't leave me
I'm like an addiction
I wouldn't kill you
That would be rude
Dead you'd have no emotions
I need that for food
So I'll just drain you
I'll keep you in check
I'll make damn sure
You're an emotional wreck
Oh Mystic Wizard People fear the unknown
What are they thinking
It's what I know
That keeps me drinking
Wrecks on the highway
Drive-bys on M.L.K
Today's news to you
I saw it yesterday
You don't know me
The created, the gifted
Oops look out
Another soul has lifted
Earth is in turmoil
In fear you shake
Over in Taiwan
Another earthquake
The clouds they roll
The skies they turn
In the depths of Hell
My people burn
I have no idea
Why I've been chose
It was 2000 years ago
The savior arose
No matter what you think
No matter what you say
There is an appointed time
We will all have a day
I know your name
Better start running
Won't do no good
Grim reaper coming
Striking fear
Wreaking havoc
What a mess
We just can't have it
Something must give
Something must change
Get me out of here
I'm highly deranged
Satan reincarnated
Or a modern day prophet
Don't want to scare you
So let's just drop it
Now I must go
In a post July blizzard
Just say goodbye
Oh mystic wizard
Manic Indecisive, that's me
Can't figure it out
Don't know what I want
Just a life full of doubt
Money or lovers
Fortune or fame
Indecisive that's me
Indecisive I claim
Too much confusion
Too many choices
All this calamity
And all of these voices
Just make them stop
Make them subside
I want t a life
Where I don't have to hide
Seems that my choices
Are just never right
Each path I take
Is another death fight
Just to hold on
Just to survive
Takes more courage
Than I can derive
I'm sittin' here
Alone and crippled
Like a coin in the fountain
The water gets rippled
So much turmoil
Turbulence and loss
Can't stop the waves
I'm tumbled and tossed
Try to break free
What do I feel
Legions seizing me
I know that they're real
Too many names
To even call roll
Upon my life
They've taken a toll
I just can't fight them
I don't have a voice
I'm indecisive
But it isn't my choice
Each and every time
I cry in anguish and pain
My demons yell we beat you
Again and again
Me! Me! Me! OOPS!!! I've messed my life up
I've messed it up royally
Had people who loved me
And showed them no loyalty
Nothing seemed to matter
And I didn't care
My time was my own
I had no time to share
What did they expect
What did they want
I know what I gave them
A ghostly haunt
I'd make an appearance
Give them a glance
Want me to chat
Slim, freakin' chance
They weren't important
I didn't care about them
Nothing else mattered
It was all about Jim
I look back
I have much remorse
Can I change my future
Can I change my course
Just want to touch you
Let you know you're alive
Make you feel important
This is my drive
Never hung up
On my desire and greed
Just want to fill a void
Just want to supply your need
Not trying to be a martyr
That's one thing I ain't
One more thing I'm not
And that's a perfect saint
Just want to right my wrongs
That's the cross I bear
Take a look in the mirror
'Cause it's a cross we share
Nothing Cold and distant
A vacant stare
Speak if you want to
But there's no one there
Feeling morose
Life is mundane
But I will say when you leave
"I'm so glad you came"
Put on a show
Really play the part
Make the world think
That I have a heart
Truth is ...
I'm, sick and I'm twisted
I know when I'm gone
I won't be lamented
I don't care
I'm the living dead
I died years ago
Does that mess with your head
You can't hurt me
You can't get inside
Too many secretes
I just have to hide
No time for pleasure
I'm just into pain
Try to make me smile
But I will refrain
You cannot break thru
So don't even try
If I tell you I love you
Well that's just a lie
I'm just an animal
As you can tell
A rabid beast
That must burn in Hell
I'm harsh and I'm brutal
It's hard to explain
This is my defense
So I don't suffer pain
Feel no emotions
Nothing at all
But I will serve you
At your beck and call
When it is finished
Just realize
No one was with you
Just cold, vacant eyes
Chapter Five
The Dark Collection
Snake in the Garden Caged like an animal
You caused me to slip
But you cared too much
And I made you trip
Mortals you loved
You gave them freewill
I infected them
I made them ill
I gave them lust
The desires of their heart
You made them weak
I made them smart
You thought they loved you
But they wanted me
You made them slaves
I made them free
So now it's settled
Till judgment day
Slaves think they're free
But there'll be hell to pay
Defiance What do you want
Soldiers in line
What do you want
To control my mind
You can't own me
So don't even try
Just look at me
And I'll make you cry
Son just do this
Son just be good
Say it once more
And you'll be worm food
I don't need you
Don't think I ever did
If you know what's good for you
You'll just get hid
I'm in defiance
Don't need your advice
Truth is this is my life
And I'm doing just nice
Desperado
Without senses
Defiance lives here
There are no fences
I'm an outlaw
Out on my own
I'm bold and defiant
I'm bad to the bone
Angry Hatter Lots of stuff
I never expected
Gotta account for
The unexpected
What was I thinking
Apparently I was not
I could take the loss
But I choose not
Gotta keep going
When the players are good
Just oughta fold
Oh you think I should
You can't play me
I'll pass the test
You've played with millions
But I'm the best of the best
Rock and roll devil
Rock and roll hell
Listen to the story
That I have to tell
Did I say you can't play me
What did you think
Test me again
I'll push you over the brink
If you think it's a game
Then you already lost
I will beat you
No matter the cost
Somewhere along the line
Someone thought I cared
Someone crossed the line
Who would even dare
Don't point your finger
Don't even accuse
One more head game from you
Then I will abuse
No you don't know me
The assailant the accursed
You dare talk to me
What could be worse
Just don't think
Just don't even try
Your pathetic postures
Brought a gleam to my eye
Now I am livid
I am enraged
You'll feel my wrath
The monster's uncaged
(Continues...)
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