CHAPTER 1
To say that Caroline was average would be kind. If you wanted to be honest you would describe her as forgettable. She was of average height, average weight, and average intelligence but had lovely turquoise eyes. Unfortunately her long fringe of mid-brown hair usually covered them up. Caroline used her fringe as a screen between her and the world.
Her mother was rather mousy in colouring, slightly on the short side in stature, and was neither fat nor thin. Her father was not the sort of person who would stand out in a crowd, even if there were only ten people making up that crowd.
Her parents' whole lives had been lived in the same suburb they grew up in and where they had both gone to school. They gravitated to each other in high school because they were usually the last ones standing when teams were chosen, exciting jobs given out or the other students being chosen for group sessions. Caroline followed in their footsteps.
They started going out together in high school, went to work in ordinary jobs, and then just stayed together. It wasn't as though either of them had to fight off suitors. They were well up in their twenties before they drifted into marriage. It was a happy time for them both, and they loved each other in a caring and supportive way, and each would do whatever was needed to make the other one happy.
He still worked in the local grocery store, where he had taken an afternoon job in high school and to everyone he was Stan — glad to climb a small step stool to take down a product from the top shelf, happy to keep the aisles free of the rubbish that seemed to accumulate throughout the day. It never occurred to him to try to better himself. He didn't aspire to own a racy sports car or keep climbing the property or social ladder. The only ladder Stan climbed was the one in the grocery store.
His wife Susannah, known as Sue, worked in the hairdressers. She looked after the ladies who liked perms and their hair set the same way every week. Sue wasn't one who would suggest changing the client's hair colour or style, so she had the same clients each week. She could be relied on to do a good job and was no challenge to the other stylists. By the time Sue was thirty-seven she had been working in the hairdressers for almost two decades. After being married for ten years she had long ago given up the idea that she and Stan would become a family, and it was a huge shock when she presented herself to the local GP, just not feeling up to par as she explained it, and after some questioning she was told, "You are pregnant."
She asked the doctor, "Are you sure?" and he just laughed. "You will be a mum in six months," he announced.
Sue was waiting in the kitchen for Stan when he got home, and after the customary peck on his cheek she said, "You had better sit down, Stan, I have got something to tell you."
He looked a bit bewildered, and when she announced she was pregnant he just asked, "How?"
Sue just laughed at him and reminded him there was really no reason why she shouldn't be pregnant. After all, they had a very loving relationship, and he would be a dad in six months.
It was all a bit much for Stan, and he just flopped down into the nearest chair with a shocked look on his face. Wasn't Sue a bit old to be a first-time mother? That was his first thought and he hoped nothing would go wrong with the pregnancy or even more importantly his darling wife. Life wouldn't be worth living without her.
When Sue went to work the next day she told her boss she would have to leave in a few months because she was "expecting a little miracle." Her clients were all thrilled for her, and a lot of them set about knitting bonnets and booties for this "little miracle." The hairdresser's salon started to resemble a baby shop as more and more gifts were delivered to this delightful woman who had cut, permed, coloured, and set their hair for nearly twenty years. Sue hadn't expected any of this and was overwhelmed by her clients' generosity.
Sue and Stan started to prepare a nursery for their child. They were not great at home decoration but went out and bought paint and second-hand furniture, as they were not wealthy people, and he spent a lot of time out in the garage refurbishing all these treasures they had found and been given. Every so often, a neighbour or friend of a neighbour would turn up on their doorstep with "something for the baby." These gifts ranged from baskets of baby powder and creams to a beautiful pram that had hardly been used. The explanation for the excellent condition of the pram was that the parents hadn't known they were having twins, and two babies didn't fit in it for very long. It was very gratefully received.
It was an exciting time for them; Sue absolutely glowed throughout her pregnancy and had never looked prettier. She kept working up until she was about five months pregnant but then found that standing all day was just too tiring. She was happy to give up the full-time work at the salon but went in one day a week just to keep her hand in and earn a bit of money. It all helped to balance their meagre budget.
Sue's pregnancy was trouble free, and she was only three days away from her due date when she went into labour. She rang Stan at work, and he came screeching up the driveway in their little secondhand car to collect a very anxious Sue and drive her to the hospital. It was doubtful which one was the more nervous, Stan because of the impending birth or Sue because of Stan's erratic driving. She gently put a hand on his arm and begged him to slow down, as she wanted to get to hospital safely.
"I want to get to the hospital Maternity department not the Emergency department" Sue reminded Stan.
"Sorry darling, I am just a bit anxious to get you there on time".
Stan paced the corridor while Sue was admitted to the Maternity Unit. Hospitals were not encouraging of fathers being in the room when their child was born. Their job was to pace and wear out the linoleum in the waiting room until they were allowed to see the mother and child. It seemed like a long five hours to Stan, but he was too nervous to go and get a coffee or sandwich in case they came out looking for him.
A smiling nurse emerged from a room down the corridor and called out, "Is Mr Jensen here?" Stan couldn't speak from excitement so just raised his hand and was beckoned to come into the room. Sue was sitting up in bed with a big smile on her face, and there was a plastic crib just beside her with a white blanket wrapped around a sleeping bundle. Stan walked over and gave Sue a kiss and a hug and asked, "What have we got?" Sue replied, "A gorgeous little girl." They had picked out Caroline for a girl's name and both agreed that she looked like a "Caroline," whatever that meant. They couldn't have been happier and just kept looking at each other in wonder at this child they had created. Sue could hardly wait to get home and become a real mother to this wonderful little scrap of humanity. She had no trouble feeding her baby, and Stan was in awe of her competency in this whole new world they were now a part of — parenthood.
When Caroline was born, the most common comment was "what a nice little baby." She was neither bald nor had a good head of hair, of an average weight and length and rather pale in colouring. Those who knew her parents weren't really surprised that the girl was average, because both her parents could be described as just that.
Stan and Sue lived a very modest lifestyle, regularly paying their mortgage, and it would be a financial burden to have a second car when Caroline was due to go to school and later on to after-school activities. Stan would do anything for his beloved wife and daughter so asked for overtime at the store, but he then realised that most of the time he saw Caroline after work she was asleep and this didn't make him happy.
Sue had given up her hairdressing "career" to be a full-time mother and with the adjustment in their income Stan had to do an evening course in Small Business Management to increase his chances of promotion at the grocery store. He studied hard, even though he found it difficult, but he was doing it for his family and nothing was too good for them.
As most first-time parents know, babies do not read books on how to be a perfect child. They do not necessarily sleep the number of hours the books indicate, nor do they eat when they are supposed to of the quantities suggested. It is all trial and error on the part of the parents and sometimes they get it right and sometimes they don't. One thing is for sure — the new baby is running the show.
Caroline was an easy baby, contented and with a very ready smile. As she got older and started to pass all the milestones of sitting up, crawling, walking and then running, Sue and Stan were besotted with her. She had a sunny disposition, would amuse herself with her brightly coloured toys or was happy just watching the leaves move on the tree when she was put outside in her pram.
Everyone who met her as she went from baby to toddler to child commented on what a nice little girl she was. She was quiet and shy, as she didn't mix much with other children. Sue had rejected the idea of preschool as she wanted to enjoy her beloved daughter and it would be time enough to be separated when Caroline actually started school. Sue had already planned to go back to hairdressing part-time so she could fill in her days.
Caroline gave Sue and Stan many hours of joy as she progressed from sleeping in her cot to the bed that Stan had lovingly made for her. As Caroline got older Sundays were family day. The youngest member of the family could be safely left in the kitchen to get breakfast that was then delivered on a tray to her parent's bedroom.
"Are you ready for breakfast?" Sue and Stan would hear as Caroline appeared in the doorway, carefully balancing a tray decorated with a bunch of flowers picked from the garden that morning. They all piled into the one bed eating their way through cold toast and lukewarm coffee, but it was a special time for them all.
Sue enjoyed the days with her daughter as they baked irregular shaped cookies, made a special meal for Stan or just spent a few hours doing messy craft in the kitchen. The front of the fridge was soon full of the day's creations and Stan often had a hard time guessing exactly what Caroline had drawn or painted. Sue became adept at their own domestic sign language to try and give Stan a hint about the subject of the latest art work.
All too soon for Sue's liking, it was time for Caroline to start school. For weeks before the start of term there were uniforms to buy, school shoes to be fitted and endless questions to be answered.
"Will I find a friend Mum?" to which Sue always answered, "Of course you will darling".
"Will I like my teacher?" and Sue's reply was "Well, you will get to meet her a few days before you start school and she will show you where you will put your bag, and where you will be sitting in class. Maybe you will see a new friend then?".
However Sue was concerned that as Caroline was shy, she may feel left out for a while. This was mentioned to the teacher, out of Caroline's earshot, and Sue was reassured that Miss Briggs would be on the lookout for any problems. Sue went home feeling happy that her beloved daughter was being transferred to good hands for her school day.
School started for Caroline and each day she came home with another piece of almost dry painted paper with her name written in the top corner. More artwork for the front of the fridge but now both her parents had to guess what it was on the page. Not easy when you had not been privy to the instructions of what to paint.
As school progressed Caroline was a good student; attentive, punctual and always got a good report card. She was middle of the class with her grades but, to Sue's disappointment, she never seemed to make a special friend throughout her schooling. It didn't seem to concern Caroline all that much as she was used to being by herself. Eventually Sue stopped worrying about it because her daughter was obviously happy as she was.
Caroline was a plain child and if a tree was needed in a school play, she got the part. She was quiet, obedient, and even as a hormonally charged teenager she abided by the family rules. She wasn't behind the toilet block after school smoking stolen cigarettes, as were the "popular" girls. Caroline was at the bus stop to catch her regular bus home. Her classmates made fun of her and called her all sorts of derogatory names, but by the time she got to be a teenager she was immune to this type of treatment. It had gone on all her life.
When she reached home her mother had some food and a drink waiting for her and liked to hear about her day at school. This conversation didn't last long because for Caroline each day was much like any other. She didn't have any special friend and spent most of her lunchtimes by herself, under the shade of a tree in the schoolyard. She didn't get chosen for a solo in the choir or the lead in a dancing concert so there wasn't much to tell.
She didn't go to school dances because she had no one to go with, but it didn't really worry her. She was an only child, but she was well loved by both her parents and felt safe and secure at home. She wasn't expected to help with the housework, washing, ironing, or cooking, as that was her mother's domain.
With the added responsibilities of a promotion her father had taken on at work to balance the budget, he didn't get home until seven most nights so Caroline didn't see much of him but he was always available for a chat after he had his dinner and she looked forward to this time with her father.
She shied away from sports, mainly because she wasn't any good at any of them and was an absolute klutz with any game involving a ball. She wasn't even considered good enough to be the last reserve for anything, so spent a lot of time in the library reading about other people's lives.
She wasn't unhappy, but she was lonely. The girls who had been reasonably friendly to her were pairing up with boyfriends and didn't want Caroline along to make up a threesome. Her limited social life dried up and she spent more and more time at home in her room, listening to music and reading books. There was no spare money in the household to spend on glossy fashion magazines so her sense of the latest trends was sadly lacking. She wasn't really interested in how she looked, and no matter what she wore; nobody made any comment, complimentary or otherwise.
Due to a lack of activity Caroline started to put on weight and was miserable about it. Although she had never been interested in fashion she realised that not only was she out of step with the latest "cool gear" but that what clothing she did have was getting tighter and tighter, and not in a flattering way. Her mother could see that her daughter was ballooning, not blossoming, and after talking it over with Stan, they decided to get her a dog so she could get some exercise and perhaps lose some weight. Well, that was the plan.
In their inexperience, but with good intentions, they brought home a retired greyhound called Hurricane, or Hurry for short. Their thought process was that a greyhound would need daily exercise. However, they hadn't counted on the fact that the reason this greyhound was retired was because he was bone-lazy. Whoever had named it Hurricane had obviously never seen him run — which was reasonable, because he didn't. Hurry just took up most of the lounge and could be found there at any time of the day or night.
Caroline quickly learned that the only time Hurry actually hurried was when she took his lead from behind the laundry door, which signalled that they were going for a walk, and he disappeared at a spanking pace right up to the end of the backyard and under a prickly bush so she couldn't grab him. He had managed to dig himself a hole deep enough so that the prickly branches didn't catch him, but they would certainly scratch anyone keen enough to try to put a lead on him.
