MOTHER GOD
By Anthony Van ChisleyAuthorHouse
Copyright © 2009 Anthony Van Chisley
All right reserved.ISBN: 978-1-4389-8925-9Contents
Acknowledgments...................................viiPreface...........................................ixIntroduction......................................xiI. Beginning with Mother..........................1II. Genesis, the Creation.........................5III. Heart to Heart...............................9IV. The Broken Promise............................13V. Truth..........................................19VI. A Giver of Good Life..........................25VII. Quotes.......................................29VIII. At Your Feet................................53IX. Revelation 12:1-6.............................57X. Truth, Lies, and Love..........................63XI. A Question Asked of Men.......................75XII. A Final Thought..............................79My Interpretation of Psalm 23.....................83The Walnut Syndrome...............................85
Chapter One
Beginning with Mother
I was born in Albuquerque, New Mexico, on Feb 27, 1959. My mother, Savannah W. Chisley, was a strong woman, a woman of integrity and wisdom, and a spiritually sound leader.
I was raised going to church and receiving but not understanding the word of God. At this time, the church taught that God the creator was as a man, literally. I was just a child, so I understood it as my elder taught it, never seeking wisdom for myself. I was just hearing and believing what the minister was reading and teaching. It did not give me a relationship with God.
My relationship with God was not like the relationship I had with my mother; hers was an unconditional love. We shared everything, and she was always there for me, instructing me to trust in God. At that time, I knew I could trust my mother; she was always present. As I grew, I became separated from both mother and God.
When I became a seeker of God, my relationship with my mother also grew; a relationship of understanding and love became second nature, and to this day, I accept my life as beginning with my mother. In my diligent search for God my encouragement came from my mother's love, a love that never goes away. She was able to reach me when others seemed to give up and she became my best friend. She supports my will to love God and believe in myself.
So that you can understand my way of thinking, I must define the words I use in my thinking process, so as I describe my thoughts, I will define certain words. The first word is mother, whose role is to give birth, to create and produce, to watch over, nourish, protect, and care fore. I know my position in my mother's life, and that's at her feet. My position is at the feet of any other life-giving woman. My reason is simple: I've been there since birth. From her womb, I was brought to her by way of her feet.
Then there is Mother God, the entity that gave birth to, created, protects, and cares for the whole universe, especially earth, which was created for love. Two beings are with her: First, there is the spirit Wisdom who governs our love. She has the spirit of God in her angelic state. Then there is the light, the giver of life, the Christ Jesus, who has the power by which all life exists. Without the two, nothing exists, and Mother God is mother of both wisdom and life. I accept the light as truth and wisdom as love, knowing that all human life begins with mothers.
Chapter Two
Genesis, the Creation
Gene-sis: the origin of something
Gene: a hereditary unit that occupies a specific location on a chromosome, determines a particular characteristic in an organism, and can undergo mutation
Chromosome: a linear strand of DNA
Mutation: a change
Sis: informal for sister, a female relative
Mutation: a change
Origin: The point at which something comes into existence.
Image: one that closely resemble another.
In this chapter, I seek understanding from God, to relate to woman, to show my obedience to God, by protecting woman, not by being demanding or controlling.
Here, I define genesis, showing that through a hereditary unit, a chromosome, a particular DNA was formed, having particular characteristics, those of an organism, a living being, able to mutate. From that mutation, woman was created. Because genesis is the origin of something. This breakdown shows that the origin of the organism is what gives it an identity.
Because Genesis is the first book of the Bible, it clearly shows woman, as an angelic spirit, and part of God's first creation, created before man. I find it easy to see how man came from woman. I myself came from woman womb by way of the feet. I also perceive Mother God at that moment for creating the heavens and the earth.
Genesis 1:1-2: "In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was without form [the essence of something], and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep [the ocean bottom]. And the Spirit of God [Wisdom] moved upon the face of the waters." This put darkness and spirit face-to-face.
Lucifer had the gifts of an angel, was a great singer and a great philosopher, but decided to rebel against God. As a result got kicked out of heaven, Lucifer and a third of heaven's angels fell to earth. Lucifer and the fallen angels were placed at the deepest part of the earth, and darkness-evil-fell upon the face of the deep.
Mother God created the Holy Spirit and wisdom to watch over Satan and the fallen angels, by moving upon the face of the waters. In Matthew 14:25-31, Jesus walked on the water. Clearly, in doing so, Satan was at his feet
Genesis 1:3-4: "And God said let there be light: and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness." Mother God saw the light-Jesus the Christ-and saw that it was good. In John 8:12, Jesus tells us that he is the light of the world, and as I diligently seek Mother God I am able to find it, the Christ, the light, in the creation. And Mother God divided the light (good) from the darkness (evil); So from the Wisdom of Genesis woman was created.
Chapter Three
Heart to Heart
Man: a human regardless of sex or age
Woman: an adult female, a producer
In a breakdown of the word woman, we can see: wo[o], which is to seek the affection of something with romantic intentions, and man which can mean a human, regardless of sex or age. In Genesis 1:27-28, Mother God created man in her own image, that of woman. I seek understanding from God, to relate to woman and show my obedience to God by protecting her and not by being demanding or controlling. I'll be at woman's feet until she is wooed.
My heart is where God's love begins. I have this conscious desire to serve, and in doing so, I find myself loving others more and more. In doing so, I've learned to give-I give, I wait, and I give! This fills the void that love misses. A person must give in order to receive that which is of the love. When I became a living soul, it was from my mother's womb. I received emotion, heart, and essential spirituality from her giving bosom. I feel the importance of being at woman's feet. I am there to love and protect her from that which tempted all mankind, so I begin to understand where my place in life is as I become closer to the pure love of Mother God.
I find woman to be an angelic creation. While scripture says her body may come from man-flesh of flesh, bone of bone-I believe her spirit is that of an angel, the spirit of love. In Genesis 2:7, God formed man of the dust and breathed the breath of life into man's nostrils, and man became a living soul. From that moment, the will to serve and obey God was present.
In Genesis 2:9, we find the separation of good (life) and evil (knowledge). Because evil has been present from the beginning, there is a need for the servant. By serving what is good man overcomes the desire to do evil. "The tree of life was also in the midst of the garden, and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil." I question the knowledge of good coming from the tree.
Wisdom is present in the garden therefore man's understanding is not limited. I've learned how to wait on wisdom and what she will teach rather than depend on the understanding of man. I pray for her guidance each morning. I understand that the world that Mother God created was corrupted by the fall of a great angel and followers, making the earth-Mother Earth-a place of good and evil.
Mother God began her great work in man by teaching him that which is good, love and charity. Wisdom spent years teaching man how to love that which he was made in the image of the angelic spirit of woman. She was created at the beginning, when the other spirits were formed-the stars, the sun, the moon, the earth, the waters, and all the others.
In Genesis 2:18, God wanted man to have woman as a helpmeet, and Mother God taught man to love his helpmeet. I believe that woman's spirit was an angel, that makes her a special gift from Mother God. Man continued in fellowship with God in the cool of each evening, learning more and more about God's perfect love. In Genesis 2:23-25, man saw that woman was bone of his bone, flesh of his flesh. An he was not ashamed of woman for he knew she was a great work of God. From this point man promised to obey God, to love and protect woman, then, now, and forever. With all of his Heart, Mind, and Strength.
Chapter Four
The Broken Promise
Good tree: a tree that bears fruit and leaves
Evil tree: a tree that bears fruit with no leaves
In Genesis 3 man's promise to protect woman fails. Mother God fellowshipped with man his whole life, teaching him how to love and protect woman. Man's commitment to God was to love and protect woman. Because woman had an angelic spirit, greater than man's soul, she needed to teach man how to think with his mind to be aware of Satan deception, Satan did not want mans love to be with woman, that would destory Mother God good work
In Genesis 3:1, the serpent was subtle and able to talk to the woman and man. Mother God had taught man about the good tree of life and the tree that bore no leaves but had fruit. In Genesis 3:2-3, woman spoke to Satan, saying what Mother God had said, but in verses 4-5, the serpent says, "Ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil." Man, seeking understanding, did eat and instructed woman to eat also. But such understanding was not required of her, for her spirit was that of an angel. Contrary to Genesis 3:4-6, she did not eat. It was in man's strength that she believed him and trusted him, for Mother God made man to protect her. Verses 8-13 tell of man's first lie. In verse 14, woman protected his lie by saying she was beguiled, when in fact it was man. But Mother God knew the greatness of the angelic spirit that had been given to woman.
Satan, who had already fallen, had a place in the garden. One-third of the angels in heaven were following Satan will. Therefore, those left in heaven were following God's will. Mother God, being wise, chose a good and obedient angel to manifest into the flesh of woman. Because of this Satan couldn't touch her. But man was beguiled by Satan, then he wanted more from woman than her spiritual love, although he had been made to love and protect woman from that very evil. Still to this day, man is lustful.
In Genesis 3:7, woman saw the desire of man's heart. Her womb was not ready to receive him; her womb was not open to the flesh, for it was open to spiritual wooing, the love Mother God gave to man in the cool of the day. Because man's understanding of love was not complete he was impatient. I believe man raped woman and then hid from God. All this came from the beguilement of man. . Today I understand this need to love woman effectively, by using ones own mind.
In verse 15, God said to the serpent, "And I [Jesus] will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed," so that woman would not forget what was done to her husband. When she would bear children, it was possible that man's seed would be cursed by Satan's beguilement, for enmity was between Satan's seed and woman's husband's seed. "It [Jesus] shall bruise thy [Satan's] head," for the darkness is at the face of the deep, at Jesus' feet. As Jesus first washed his disciples' feet, his feet were first washed by a woman. The Christ showed man, by the washing of the feet, where and how to protect woman-by being at her feet, for at her feet is where Satan is. There I shall be also as a servant to love and protect as Mother God intended. "And thou shalt bruise thy heel," for when woman cried at Jesus's feet, she showed that enmity was still between her and Satan. She received the Christ's anointed love, and there I will receive her love.
From Genesis 3:16, I received an understanding of the deceit of man, who gives himself the right to rape and abuse his wife. Woman has always been the one to bear children, and her desire for her husband was the commandment that he love, and obey God. Think!
From Genesis 3:17-18, I understand that man has always eaten of the earth, even before he lied.
From Genesis 3:19, I understand that, as for the flesh of man and woman, it is dust to dust. But man's soul could have been anointed by the woman's spirit. Because woman's spirit is angelic, it has protection and will continue to protect, even today.
From Genesis 3:22, I understand that man lived off the tree of life, a tree that bore fruit and leaves. It was not until man ate of the tree of death, a tree that bore only fruit, that his love for woman turned to lust.
I promise now to love woman yesterday, today, and forever. For yesterday was the day, after the day, before the day, that day I died. Now through the renewing and regeneration of my mind, I understand the Christ Jesus, the Holy Spirit. I've learned how to obey Mother God and give thanksgiving. I have begun to appreciate woman and take on the fruit of the spirit the good and deny the works of the flesh by learning and understanding the way of Jesus.
Chapter Five
Truth
Lie: something spoken with the intention of deceiving
What is the truth? The truth is man owning up to the first lie.
There was a man riding the bus; he was on his way to a methadone clinic and was worried about getting there on time. As I sat across from him with my Bible in hand I felt his pain; I spoke and said, "You'll be on time." When he began to doubt, I repeated, "You'll be on time." Mother God spoke through me. I too have been affected by the world's temptations, and I knew his pain. I announced that I had faith and trust in God, that I overcame that same evil spirit, and that my strength is now the words of a loving God. He stated that he struggled with not knowing who God is. Is it the Father? Or the Son? I said that I understand him to be both, Father of man and Son of the Mother. I gave the man a hug, and we parted in peace. I know in my heart he made it on time. That's how God's love is; a seed of hope was planted I trust in God to do the increase.
I understand every creature has a time to receive its mate, and it is ready to receive its own kind. Woman also must be given time to allow her womb to open; her spiritual womb, it requires the most love in order to open to receive man. As a man I must take the time to love woman's spirit in a way so that she will be ready to receive me and my love, in spirit and in flesh. I seek this love in order to show her the anointed love in me, that her womb may receive its essence.
When I examine myself and how I treated the women God placed in my life, I see my heart and mind's desire is of Galatians 5:22-23: love, joy, peace, longsuffering (patience), gentleness, goodness, faith (trust), meekness, and temperance. If your desire is of Galatians 5:19-21, then pray and ask for forgiveness, for the need is great. Examine yourself, and you'll find which one fits your character. I have examined myself, and I understand my place in life.
I ponder babies, children, and young ladies being used as living sacrifices. This sinfulness is deeper than lawlessness, for those in high places of Satan worship are involved. This is not something that started yesterday it has been around for a very long time, as long as man. I write on this matter not with worry, but with acceptance of a living Mother God who is the creator of pure love. This love must be acknowledged in order to close the door to ritual abuse.
I am uncertain whether some women have lost their spirituality due to man's abuse. There are women who have survived the abuse; they fought through pain and suffering, rape and molestation, demonic abuse and darkness, and they did not surrender their anointed spirits. I apologize for all men and take on their burden myself. From the beginning and to this day the abuse goes on, from Genesis to Revelation.
I understand that I am to love woman with the same love Mother God created in the beginning when God taught man how to love woman. For a thousand years, Mother God taught man how to love, and in one instant, Satan destroyed the work.
Woman has stood by man's side from the beginning and stands by his side today. I learn today from God how to love, to praise, and to pray. It took time, I waited, I learned, and I understand the anointing of Mother God love.
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