Time has taken me through many colors Colors of courage that taught me to be real Colors of Harmony that teach me to be still Colors of Patience that showed me how to love Colors of endurance, teach me to embrace my power Colors of pain tell me God is alive inside of me Colors of Awareness, listening, reading, provoking change from within Colors of Empowerment, keep me proud, secure, and independent Through this journey of trials and tribulation, I seek revelations that will Color Me Free
Color Me Free
By Virginia PulliamBalboa Press
Copyright © 2012 Virginia Pulliam
All right reserved.ISBN: 978-1-4525-5698-7Contents
Chapter One..........................1Chapter Two..........................19Chapter Three........................35Chapter Four.........................45Chapter Five.........................55About the Author.....................67
Chapter One
Country Lover My man works hard all week
Dirty boots and stinky feet
My Friday Night special love so sweet
Nothing is more complete
Passionate kisses the suck lip kind
The kind that makes your juices flow
I close my eyes and float in the pleasure of his skillful hands
He gives me what I want nothing left undone
He loves me into a peaceful sleep
Early morning Saturday sunrise
Skillful hands more powerful than the night before
Moving magically giving pleasure awakening
All passion in my body
Skillful Country Lover of mind
Up by nine breakfast cooked
My man turns and gives me a look
With a smile as bright as the sunlit sky
In bed by dust all chores are done
He passionately holds me until we are done
Sunday dinner received with Grace
Sunday night passion, sleep to rest another week of hard work
Dirty boots and stinky feet
1995
Too Love Intrigued, I am with you
I like the way you listen to me
The way you here my heart
I like the way we sit and talk
So much passion flowing
I like the way time has given us wisdom
To see us through
I like the way you feel in my space
I hope you feel it too
I like knowing hope is real
I like the way love has free will
Intrigued, I am with you
2002
(Man) Song You say you want to be my (man) song
When you are bound to another lyrically
You want me to come to you and play on your keys
While you play sweet melodies on my strings
You want me to sing melodies to your keys
A flat,
B flat and sometimes
E When I look at you, I must say, my notes sang
But what would this mean to play melodies on your keys
Will you reel me in with sweetness and warmth?
To leave my fingers tired to feel every joint
When I play melodies, I want the listeners to hear every word
I play my cords from my heart
When I touch my strings I want to feel every part
So, I open my stage to your keys ivory's black and white, on my strings
Now the melodies of my strings are playing sweet songs to your keys
Together our songs will be bound forever, with sweetness and melody
Are you pleased?
April 2003
Happy Birthday Song to my Son It's your birthday yes it's your birthday
And I love you
Oh how I love you, my baby
Twenty-five years, I have known your love
You make me proud to be a Mom
To be a Mom, to be a Mom
I couldn't have asked for a better son
You are the love of my life
As I sit here and remember the day you were born
Big brown eyes, chocolate brown skin, like liquid
All these years I have watched you grow into the Man you are today
Today on your birthday
I want you to know, I am soooooo proud of your growth!
I smile the day you were born
I smiled, cried and frown as I watched you grow
There was always a bright light in my heart and on my mind
Whenever I think of you or when someone mentions your name
I am the happiest and proudest mother in all the land
To be able to call you my Son the Man
Love and kisses to you everyday of my life
Happy Birthday, Love Mom
May 16, 2004
His Love for Her When he looks into her eyes, he understands why he loves
her with his soul
You see, God told him so
God says, "Love with your heart and put heart into your love"
The love you share will be like a seed that sprouts after a rain,
On a cool summer night when all you want to feel is a breeze
Don't be afraid to show her your true heart
For she wants for the gentle breezes to fill her mind
As it enter twines through her heart and makes her weak in her knees
For his love is true it's a gift from God
It's gentle, sweet and moist
It's kind, warm and calming to her soul
It's all she needs to make her feel whole
And in return she gives back tenfold
So he continues to look into her eyes and understands why he loves
her with his SOUL
July 30.2003
Speechless Last night my man left me speechless
I came home to a bubble bath
With scent that sooths the soul
He washed me smooth and with every stroke his smile was just for me
He held my hand and helps me out
He dried me off as he pampered me
He smoothed me over with silky scented oils
Then he proceeded to dress me
He took me out to eat
We wine and dine as he looked into
my eyes
When ever our eyes met, we smiled in quiet anticipation of what
was to come
He drove me to the shore, we walked in the sand
As the moonlight, bounced off the ocean waves and the black sky
sparkled with shimmering light
He held my hand while we walked to our suite
He poured me a glass of sparkling wine
He wet his lips and kissed me gentle on my cheek
He smile and took my hand while 'Kem" played on the radio
He held me close and we danced real slow I felt ever movement,
every heart beat
The warmth of his breath on my neck, cheek and ear
With a milky way flowing through my head
He undressed every thread
We lay close and moved with emotion deep, never a word said
My man left me speechless, he left me weak...........
August 1, 2003
Thinking of You Talking to you is a vision into my life
Sharing hopes and dreams of intimate things
Giving so freely, wanting you close
Feeling your passion around me
I see you're hurt, it is mind
We dream the same dream
We want the same things
Will you let me touch your heart?
Let me give you, what I want and need
Let us set our souls free to fly, to soar to a place of solace and peace
That's only meant for you and me
Open your heart and let me in
So together we can began this journey to a loving place
A place where new beginnings never ends
1995
Timing I wish there were words to say how blessed I feel you came my way
Life is filled with everlasting changes and sometimes we need to fly
in different
direction, to achieve the goals that make us whole
So, when we seek our wholeness and the souls around us, stagnates
our goals
The time to leave is evident
Your time in my space has lifted
I know the timing is right for I am able to sing once more
I will soar to my next chapter, as I embrace the shift
I know I can only be defeated my self
If I don't make peace with things, already done
I will keep smiling as I seek what is already mind
November 2005
Love Jones Dream When we first met, I was invisible to your eyes
But I said to myself that's a Love Jones Dream come true
Our path crossed from time to time, small talk was all we spoke
Then one day we stopped to see and there were feeling stirring in the air
In my mind a Love Jones Dream you continue to be
We spoke again and small talk transcend
In your eyes a spark arouse and invisible I was no more
The more we talked the more I new the Love Jones Dream
is real inside my heart
One day I saw how you looked at me
A look, never before would you let me see
That look was priceless
Oh! How special was it, it was all in my dream
Will this Love Jones Dream come true?
July 17, 2003
Hour Glass Her beauty is that of an hourglass, with movement slow as the grains
of sand
Her thinking is deep as Webster
Her skin smooth as glass
With each movement of sand she will lure you in, and keep you until
time pass
And once the sand has stopped, intoxicated by every drop, turn he
rover and start from the top
We call her houri, a beautiful and voluptuous woman
Beauty untouched by hourglass sand
September 16, 2003
Houri (hoor'e~) a beautiful and voluptuous woman
A Poem for.................... I have known you only a short time and I have watched your spirit grow
I see this smile developing in your heart and your kindness touch me so
The anger you seem to manage with solitude and prayer
Your faith in Jehovah will surely keep you there
It warms me to see you struggle and strive for peace and
wellness for your heart
I always saw your beauty no matter how cloudy the stare
I always prayed for your peace of mind even if I could not be there
I don't question my place in life because God will bring me through
He will let me know when love is real
It is in my heart and now I am sure it always it will be apart of what
we share
So continue to let your heart open and your spirit grow
Jehovah is your salvation and he will continue to let you know
You are a special person, you have the ability to love and be loved
So never give up on yourself, your passion or you peace
The joy you seek on this earth is truly at your reach
March 18, 2003
If I If I could lay my head my head upon your chest
If I could rest my body in your arms
If I could close my eyes and dream
I would dream a sweet love song
I would let my heart touch your heart, and dance sweet melodies
thought the night
If I could smile at sunrise it would put me at a sweet, peaceful rest
October 2001
Love I am in love with a man I can't have
Not because he is married, engaged or gay
I am in love with a man in pain
Pain he holds from the past
It takes courage to fall in love
It takes self empowerment to get over pain
It takes a strong mind and a gentle heart to forgive
It takes faith in God to rebuild
It takes two passionate hearts to love again
So fine the courage, the self empowerment
Learn to forgive and free your mind
Fine strength in your faith and passion in your
Love will come in, fill your heart and never part
April 2002
My Man My man is my friend
But he don't belong to me
He don't come with misguided tendencies
He just comes to love me
He don't bring gifts, nothing to impress
He just brings love, it is all for me
You se, he don't belong to me
Days gone by we may not meet
Time is getting close, it time for us to see,
a love like ours is just a friendship deep
You see he don't belong to me
Love is good, friendship at bit best
Deep conversation is sometimes all we seek
Motivation from me to him makes us lifetime friends
You see he don't belong to me
He is very much a part of me
My man is truly my friend
But you see he don't belong to me
1999
Who Will It Be? Who will it be?
The one to touch my heart
The one to hold my hand
Who will it be the one?
The one to make me sing
The one to touch my intellect
Who will be the one?
The one to love a rainbow, a sunrise and sunset
Who will be the one?
The one to open his heart to my life
The to see me whole, happy, sad and fragile and know these are
my strength
Who will be the one?
The one who knows God with fear and love
The one who will respect me with moral and ethical insight
Who will it be?
November 24, 2005
Memories I once loved a memory
I loved it well
Six years passed memory, still there
We can hold onto dreams but life doesn't stop
Memories are the pass
Put them in a box
Keep moving on because life is great
Open your heart to new things
New memories we'll make
Six years is a long time to love a memory well
What's in this memory to keep you there?
Give it up, let it go
Open your heart to new memories
Be free make peace
It's so hard to love a ghost
1997
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