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my mind is AT WAR WITH ME - Softcover

M-Cook, Abigail Rose

 
9798197239662: my mind is AT WAR WITH ME

Synopsis

After fleeing a crowded party in the middle of a panic attack, Mara drives into the night with no destination and no memory she can fully trust. Haunted by fragmented flashbacks, unanswered calls, and the growing certainty that something terrible happened, she spirals through roadside motels, empty highways, and sleepless nights trying to outrun herself.

Then the truth surfaces:

Emily — her best friend, the one person who truly saw her — is dead.

As Mara's memories slowly return, so does the devastating reality of the years leading up to the accident. Beneath Noah's calm voice and careful concern lived something far more dangerous: a quiet emotional manipulation that taught Mara to distrust her own mind, apologize for her pain, and carry blame for everything that broke around her.

Consumed by guilt and dissociation, Mara begins reconstructing the truth piece by piece - through old voicemails, buried memories, and the unexpected presence of a stranger named June who refuses to let her disappear quietly.

But survival is not the same thing as healing.

And learning to live after trauma means facing the unbearable question at the center of everything:

When someone spends years convincing you that you are the problem, how do you learn to belong to yourself again?

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