A Dead Man Can't Love U: A Lesson Learned - Hardcover

Butler-Holland, Minister Constance

Hardcover

ISBN 10: 145687733X ISBN 13: 9781456877330

Publisher: Xlibris Corporation, 2011

Synopsis

As Sharda? sat quietly looking into his lifeless heart he takes his last breath. With tears running down her face she started to scream, no! Somebody do something! I can't lose him; he's all I have left! Resuscitate him! Please somebody help me! This can't be happening to us; we vowed to love each other forever! How could this be happening? Other people's relationships end not ours; other men are unfaithful not him; other men continuously beat their women, not him. Not him, not us and not now! This is the man I was supposed to marry. What am I going to do with my wedding dress and the invitations? How do I explain the sudden death of the relationship to my friends and family? Somebody, tell me how am I suppose to live without him after I've been in love with him for so long.

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October 1991, while preparing to leave for a three-day women's conference I began interceding that God would bestow his blessing upon us. As I began to pray a tongue came forth out of my spirit that I had never heard before. Besides, it was the first time that I had ever spoken in tongues where words were actually formed. All the other times my spiritual language sounded like a baby making noises. But this time they were syllables forming words of another language that I had never heard or learned much less to speak out of my mouth. As I continued to pray in the spirit the tongues seemed to take control over my tongue. Then the experience that would change my life forever happened. I found myself in somewhat of a trance. It was as if someone had turned on a television in my mind. I heard a voice say "this is you!" And when I looked, behold I saw a hand that held a vase that was filled with cracks, yet it was not broken. As I looked upon the vase I could feel the afflictions of my brokenness, the shame of my past, a sense of emptiness, and the pains of rejection. As I began to weep I heard the voice again say "this is you, but I am going to set you in a museum for the whole world to see!" When I looked again, behold I saw a museum filled with pictures and sculptures of fine art. In the corner stood a tall un-occupied stool and as the hand holding the cracked vase moved toward the stool, behold, I saw a transformation of the vase. It began to radiate light and all of a sudden the cracks disappeared and it shined of sparkling gold. I saw the hand take that vase and gently place it on the stool. As the hand moved away from it again I heard the voice say "this is you, I am going to put you in a museum for the whole world to see!" I remember just sitting in awe. When I came to myself I called a friend to share my experience. She said, "Connie God has chosen you for a great work. Now trust him to let you know what that is in his time. God wou

Edition details

• Publisher: Xlibris Corporation
• Publication date: 2011
• Language: English
• ISBN 10: 145687733X
• ISBN 13: 9781456877330
• Binding: Hardcover
• Number of pages: 128